Hi ppl :)

 We have officially moved to a new blog with blogspot

 http://www.frenchketchupqueens.blogspot.com/

 Do visit us there:)

 Till then.

 Love loads,

 Yien & Cheryl

 Just cause I'm bored. . .

 To all the people dear to me who left to further their studies abroad

 Hmm...

 I..

 <3..

 you..

 Much loves..

 Hehe!

 Missing you all lots. Cause letting go is the  hardest part.

 Love loads!

 Listening to : Boy in A Rock and Roll Band by The Pierces

 What a way to say goodbye, what a wonderful life now, all a lie. .

 I'm really doubting if I can handle this year and the years to come. I've said this many times before and I can't stop saying it cause honestly, I really can't imagine the following year -when everyone has left. The only comfort I seem to find now is by spilling my fears out loud in a vain attempt that someone above will hear me and respond.

 It was already hard enough watching those dear to me leave just a few weeks ago. I can honestly say that I truly regret now not making the most of the time I had with them.

 Why, God, do we only start to truly appreciate them when they leave? It's a common question that we ponder over and somehow overlook the actual fact and reason because we are too ashamed to admit it. Was it cause we refused to believe and lived in denial or was it due to the lack of effort we put in cherishing the relationship and the little moments there were?

 All those times I could have spent with them, I just let them slip right through my fingers. It may not be the same the next time I see them and the time I could have put in with them could make or break the relationship. Honestly, we don't normally see or think of it but the fact remains so true. The bond I share with them could have been stronger had I put in my fair share or more. Reconciliation is not the easiest thing to achieve and that will be the hardest when I see them again, months later.

 I promise to try to put in twice as much effort in these 10 months to make the relationships work and to make the reconciliation process at the end easier.

 I love and miss all of you so badly.

 Sometimes I wish I could turn back the time and slow it down to preserve the moments. Now that I don't have them anymore, I yearn for them so much more. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. This year is so hard, it really is.

 Dear God, pleae give me the strength and faith to go on and believe even as those dear to me continue on with their lives. Let me not dwell on the fact that they are leaving and allow my selfish and lonely self to take over but instead, let me take joy in the fact that there are moving on to another exciting chapter of their live and towards something better.

 Above all, dear God, bless them abundantly and please take away this feeling of loneliness and sadness away. I pray for the courage to move on with my life as well and to perservere.

 Listening to : What A Day by Greg Laswell

 I need to stop thinking about it.

 I really need to.

 But I can't.

 Ten months is just so long.

 Note to self : Stop crying already!

Time won't let me go

It's already two and a half months into the new year

Alot of change has happened. not only for me, but for the people close to me. Hard to say whether more good or bad. But secretly I would like to think that the changes we face are actually good for us if we only take the chance and step out of our comfort zone and accept the change.

change is inevitable.

I guess we really are the change that we seek.

it has been ages since i last logged into here. i feel so many different kinds of emotion now. some good, some bad.

i feel the need to say so much yet i feel the need to restrain on what i choose to say.

this year has been a different one for me. I shall not elaborate on that now. Let's save that for another day shall we?

here's a brief recap on what has been going on.

NYE at Yong Meng's place

no introductions needed here.how can there not be a picture of the two of us on this blog. the entry just wouldn't be complete wothout it

yien, cheryl, justine

Joe, Cheryl

The hostess and host of the party

Jane's birthday at ole-ole

jane, cheryl, steph, may ee

the best friend and I 

joanne, yien, cheryl

joanne, cheryl

Yong Meng's birthday at Steph's palce

happy belated birthday yong meng!

jane, cheryl, yien

jane, cheryl, may ee, yien

sending Jessica off at KLIA

jon, jess, yien, cheryl, adrian, nigel, joanne, keith

the four of us together, hopefully not for the last time

Dear Jessica,

I said whatever I needed to say in the letter I wrote to you and in the scrap book. I hope your journey to Canberra will be a great and transitional one and hopefully I'll still be here when you come back in December. We have so much to make up for!  Although we have drifted apart over the years, but I never once gave up on the friendship that we have. I am going to miss you so much!

tuned in to run by leona lewis